Lifestyle changes

It's not that late, but I am weary. My bed calls to me and yet I am reluctant to find my way to it. This has a been long week, full of worry and fear.

I've been taken off my birth control and so this week has been a roller coaster of emotions as my body adjusts. I'm trying to make changes to my lifestyle. Eating better, exercise, giving up a few bad habits. And the roller coaster continues.

Gave blood this morning and now I have to wait for the results. Wondering what the results will be and what it all could possibly mean.

I'm tired and home alone tonight. My bed is big and feeling far to empty. I think I'll sleep on the couch tonight.

Midnight Randomness

In the dark of night,

Alone

One silent tear escapes

Followed by another

In the empty night

Alone

No one to hear

The lonely tears

In the dark of night

Alone

There's no one to hear

The pain in my cries